incoming call

 23/12/2020

today i woke up at 7..........
by an incoming call from my best best friend

she said, "keep me"
"don't let me go"
"we live alongside each other....
you need me,
and i am nothing without you..,"

jeez,

was it all a dream?

but then she continued,
"you've come a long way just to meet me.
so, keep me, honey."

"you got nothing to regret.
keep me, honey"

-s,
wish you were hhehehehere

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