enchanted

i love food, i just love them very much i am happy over the fact we can't live without food means that, we, humans and foods, bound to be together yasss as long as we're alive i have my own budget for food and feast i even making my own self-date schedule trying new foods i make a list of the foods i want to purchase food has always been a huge part of my life from the famous tuktuk (childhood) to the fact that my parents own a restaurant (growing up, until now, and until the end of time) in terms of my law degree, my thesis topic was also about FOOOODDD although i have a pretty complex relationship with food i mean, i eat almost excessively!! i can't stop eating sometimes and never even once, i escaped the day without eating a meal i love everything that is tasty and fresh like.. if we don't count the calories fucking french fries i just love them very very much also nuggets and sausages why are they considered junk food i love you so much it hurts i love those fried s...

 stress. ini aku lagi ini aku lagi stress. gitu maksudnya bertubi-tubi banget yang sedang dan akan terjadi, deep down, the root cause was... anxiety, and insecurity afraid of the things that about to happen  I can't seem to focus on my CURRENT situation I'm literally overstimulated with the news of rupiah' currency my fears of being broke (for real) the others' rage (my boss' stupid ass mouth) goodbyes (my beloved ones are off to abroad for a month) I lost my company's phone I'm running out of money I am so fat and ugly I have to repair my black heels I have to caught up with my work to do my driver is sick and it's literally contagious  I have to deal with someone I dislike and their leave permit I have to hear a news of someone's wedding my room is so messy I can't I skipped midnight prayers in three days in a row I've been so away from My Creator  if, right at this second my head will explode due all this things I had to think of maybe it ...