three years ain't a short time
the last time i'm writing in this blog was in 2021 looks like i was still very much in love with this person i called "my boyfriend" however, things changed. and now i get it when people say growing up sucks; its because we have a lot of things to think about. including the prospect of the person you want to spend the rest of your life with. --- in 2021, i was 20, i liked a person based on their appearance and behavior. now that i am 23, i started to think about the financial issues. it sucks to think that my boyfriend does not have a job, so he has no income but his plan is to work after he graduated. he will be graduated next year. as a woman, i need a man with financial certainty. i'm not being materialistic, am being realistic. other than wealth, i love everything about him. literally every single thing. but sometimes i just couldn't help it. and last week we celebrated our fifth anniversary and i wrote him a letter. -------------------------------------- ...