enchanted

I couldn't think of anything else that is more random than my OWN actions. I didn't understand myself sometimes, like whaat? Just how i live this life, and how my days going. Also, the decisions I took, the words that came from my mouth,  Oh, and including the urge to write down my thoughts in this RANDOM blog that i made in 2016.  Well, but i just love revisiting my own stories.  So its exactly a year after I posted that previous article where I had such turnover in my relationship with my boyfriend; when the sparks was no longer there. I remembered it all too well. That time his hands were cold holding mine.. that awkward laugh over the phone.. the meaningless "i love you"-s, and that meeting which I thought was going to be the last time I saw him.  Also, never forget that conversation when I said "... what are we still doing tho? we're no longer having any feelings for each other, right?" And you said, "I still have feelings for you. I will alway...