enchanted

my high school era wasn't reaaalllly exciting and memorable. i didn't enjoy it very much.  looking back at it now,.. sometimes i ask myself, did i waste the 3 years of my life? should've been registered to another school in another town then. this is not the feeling when you step peak of your youth (17!!!) . i'm insecure. i'm not happy. i have no soulmates that still close to my soul until now.  i always regret that i spent my youth there. the people there aren't my people. but what can i do then? gotta live my social life like this? i can't hang out with anyone and experience that 'take me to your best friend's house, go around this roundabout oh yeah' feeling 'till when?? shit..... is this funny? guess what, a part of my destiny; having no friends during your teenage years, even though you are a funny, and pretty, and smart too?? shit... why is this happen to me??? ever since i realized that fact about me, everything's changed. it reall...