ongoing life crisis
i am 20 and currently having an ongoing life crisis but first, Dear God, i swear to You i am so thankful with everything i have, so thankful for everything that You gave to me. please don't take it away... all i want in life, is i could feel things, and being alive & living 2019 was the year of breakdown and breakthrough i felt things. i can't stop smiling because it happened, and it was real. my 18, season 1 eps 3-5 might be shitty as fuck but everything is just a phase and that's a fact just a little patience and keep being kind to people, good things will automatically come to you with no hesitation. probably as the answer of my prayers; my 18, season 2 eps 3-5. was one of the best phase of my life. i felt everything. i felt myself. can't stop thinking about this phase and can't stop saying 'Thank you God for letting me being in this position....' ...i'm sobbing. but then, 2020 was the year of breakdown everything's on fire. i am on fire....